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Monday, 14 April 2008

  • two months?

    ok so next monday will be Two month of me and Alex ( cutie who i did not know if he liked or not ) and yeah i finally asked him out in late november, had him turn me down, then over the next 2 months got to know him and i got really close to him and just thought " hey, maybe its a good thing we are just firneds" and then at marty's party he changed that opinion , he was all loving on me and i had so much fun. so then my hope for "us" was re sparked and i spent the next month fighting my self and if you can not tell i ended up getting him.

    so now he is finally getting use to having me around and i give him his time.... and we still have not gone on a first date .... its driving me crazy! lol but i mean we kiss and i get to love on him all the time so i am happy..... and i hope this saturday we get to go swimming at the civic center with marty and maybe samm


    so woot to Two month on Monday!

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Sunday, 04 November 2007

  • I Dumped him .... now on to the next

    Ok so my BF of 10 months is now out of my life, that ass..... and now i have found i seem to want to date someone else * We broke up like 3 weeks ago* but now here is the problem(s) :

    One I do not know if he is single, or if he even likes me

    and two he is younger then me..... first younger guy i liked after knowing he is younger. .........


    So that is my problems, so i am asking like everyne i know if they know him and if he is a single and if they can not fin out if he likes me back, the age part is a big deal, its some thing that is odd..... i am a JR and he is a SOP. so its gonna be backwards, plus i am taller then him.... but if that fails then i guess i will be single till i can find someone else .....

Wednesday, 27 June 2007

  • Eh another famous update

    ok so i have been up all night playign Sims 2 Seasons, i thought i was gonna die without it,,,, well i lovbe it and i am going to go play it some more...



    Do ya hate it when a "Friend " tries to screw you over.... tries to fuck up a 6 month relationship.... and still smile to your face.... that make me sick... i am right now trying not to let angery consume my body and tell her to go shove it up her butt and leave me and my boyfriend alone.... he doesn ot like her in that way so get over yourself and stop lying!

    thats it

Sunday, 03 June 2007

  • i WANT TO DIE

        ok right now i am in a personal hell, more so then normal, i ca n not say why.. but its not supose to hurt so much SIX months after you break up, and i keep on havbing dreams where i die but i am whore on the streets and josh is there laughing.... he neverloved.... just a guy to do me.. i was willing at the time and now i feel like he took my soul... i want it back but i can not get it.... i can not take all the lies i do every day.... i want to die

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    • Name: Shelley
    • Metro: Oak Ridge
    • Birthday: 2/8/1990
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 1/6/2005

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  • So I am Shelley. I am 18, tall and a chick. I love gaming and dorky things. I love to party when school is not the next morning. As for love life , i am madly in love with this guy , Nathan Lee Kennedy, but we are on a break or some shit .... so i am just waiting to call him my boyfriend and not feel weird

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